Marja-Liisa

Vartio


Born 11 September, 1924, in Sääminki,
died 17 June, 1966 in Savonlinna.
Several collections of poems, novels,
short stories, radio plays. Numerous
new impressions of all works.

'During the days when I do not write, I do about the same things as during the days when I do: I eat, sleep, and so forth. However, I eat a lot more and there seems to be no end of need of sleep. But when I write I sleep little. The desire to write comes like an illness, which is impossible to cure in any other way than going through it. When I am through it, I decide that it was the last time. I even destroy all traces of it and feel glum.
A clear sign of getting better is the rising drive to clean up the house and do the laundry. I perform a real ritual of cleaning, as if I were driving evil spirits out of the house . . . I get enthusiastic about all sorts of things, I make plans about studying, I feel a fraction repentant that I have not studied plants or birds more seriously. That task I have reserved for my old age, when I have decided not to write. In the same way I dream about tilling the land, about agriculture, which I find the noblest of human occupations. The truth is and will be, however, that I get tired of digging the tiny flower beds around my summer cottage, because conscience beckons me to go back to writing.
When I write, I am perhaps like a wood grouse at mating time. When I do not even think of writing, I am like a honey-pawed bear that sniffs and tastes the lovely smells and berries of the forest in order to return to its cave having eaten its food reserves Life is indeed a great thing, when I do not write and when I am curious like children, to all directions!'

(Excerpted from an article published in the weekly Suomen Kuvalehti, no. 45, in 1953.)


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